Monday, July 31, 2006
hello world. dance has been pretty amusing. my knees are all swollen again. partly due to my stubborn-ness. of not letting go of the floor routine. but it's nice! hahaha i stand by it. ouch. my knees. anyways. we took cast photos and all today. showed em the costume. i think they liked it. i can't believe lemuel called it Indian. okay. he's just being honest. it is. kinda. haha
so many assignments, so little time! drama performance is due like.. uh. 3 or 4 weeks? script! we need a script people! erm. media presentation. is fun. but, i think i'm totally not creative? it's like i don't have any ideas. new ideas. to contribute. and when i do they kinda just look at me. hahah. they say i should do the non-creative tasks. that's so mean! but it's true. i'm kinda not creative when it comes to ADVERTISING. i'm too influenced by advertisements around me. that i feel that our ad should be almost like any other ad i've seen. uh. that is SO not creative? hmm. HOI essay. is the worst. it sucks having to research for material. in LIBRARIES. eew. like havent they heard of the worldwideweb? use that instead! books are so 1990s. PSYC essay is cool. nothing much to say about it. EAP essay is okay. nothing much to say about it too. obesity. eew. supersize me, not. gosh you should STOP EATING MCDONALD'S AT ONCE. and then sometimes i wonder why i'm so "attracted" to that kinda toxic food. i know it's not good for me, but sometimes i crave it. uh. what a stupid thing to crave. i wish i craved muesli with raspberries or something.
jamie won big brother! i told you he would. he's such a himbo. i love him!
ahem. yikai, don't worry. i love you more!
so many assignments, so little time! drama performance is due like.. uh. 3 or 4 weeks? script! we need a script people! erm. media presentation. is fun. but, i think i'm totally not creative? it's like i don't have any ideas. new ideas. to contribute. and when i do they kinda just look at me. hahah. they say i should do the non-creative tasks. that's so mean! but it's true. i'm kinda not creative when it comes to ADVERTISING. i'm too influenced by advertisements around me. that i feel that our ad should be almost like any other ad i've seen. uh. that is SO not creative? hmm. HOI essay. is the worst. it sucks having to research for material. in LIBRARIES. eew. like havent they heard of the worldwideweb? use that instead! books are so 1990s. PSYC essay is cool. nothing much to say about it. EAP essay is okay. nothing much to say about it too. obesity. eew. supersize me, not. gosh you should STOP EATING MCDONALD'S AT ONCE. and then sometimes i wonder why i'm so "attracted" to that kinda toxic food. i know it's not good for me, but sometimes i crave it. uh. what a stupid thing to crave. i wish i craved muesli with raspberries or something.
jamie won big brother! i told you he would. he's such a himbo. i love him!
ahem. yikai, don't worry. i love you more!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
i'm much better. temperature's gone down. head's not so heavy anymore. thank you dearest sarah, claire & linette. for the yummy porridge & panadol.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
i cannot party 2 nights in a row. i just don't have the stamina! i'm exhausted. anyways i've decided to not party for the next few weeks or so. till i'm done with the psyc, media, eap & HOI assignments. gosh. i hate essays. i really do. they're energy sapping. not the writing part. the research part. shawna+libraries= not fated. i don't know my way round the library! it's a maze =\.
you know what? i think it's so darn easy to run a club. all you need is a bar with cute bartenders, a dj, a sound system and lots of couches. turn the lights down and TADA. there you have it, a CLUB. i feel so stupid. i've fallen victim to this very weird phenomenon where people think it's really cool to hang out in a dark room, crowded with horny bastards and to have your ears blasted with deafening music.
went to the supre warehouse sale on sat. bought 65bucks worth of stuffy. quite pleased with myself. and then i don't know why i spent 90bucks on a dress. and 130bucks on another jacket. i need a slap on the face.
OHYES. and i managed to catch a glimpse of how a PROTEST MARCH looks like. heh heh. you'll never ever get to see this in singapore (the country with the least human rights, surprised??).
you know what? i think it's so darn easy to run a club. all you need is a bar with cute bartenders, a dj, a sound system and lots of couches. turn the lights down and TADA. there you have it, a CLUB. i feel so stupid. i've fallen victim to this very weird phenomenon where people think it's really cool to hang out in a dark room, crowded with horny bastards and to have your ears blasted with deafening music.
went to the supre warehouse sale on sat. bought 65bucks worth of stuffy. quite pleased with myself. and then i don't know why i spent 90bucks on a dress. and 130bucks on another jacket. i need a slap on the face.
OHYES. and i managed to catch a glimpse of how a PROTEST MARCH looks like. heh heh. you'll never ever get to see this in singapore (the country with the least human rights, surprised??).
Thursday, July 20, 2006
the world is in such a mess! okay. not as if i would be able to do anything about it. so this blog entry is so not helpful. or relevant. ohwell. the world. not a very nice place to live in anymore, is it? well the end of the world may be coming. big scare! yes. IT IS COMING. hah. we're all going to die. in bliss? i hope. shawna, you're thinking too much.
dance schedule's gonna be ke-ra-zy from next week onwards. because production is nearing! yay. and mr wang yikai will be making his way down under. ahem. australia. yay. we can go visit the kangaroos, my friends. and the penguins. and do lots of tourist-ish stuff i didn't get to do during my time here. absolute excited-ness.=)
vinu asked me to go to a strip club with her tonight. yes. A STRIP CLUB. well obviously i declined or i won't be sitting here typing out a really really odd blog entry.
dance schedule's gonna be ke-ra-zy from next week onwards. because production is nearing! yay. and mr wang yikai will be making his way down under. ahem. australia. yay. we can go visit the kangaroos, my friends. and the penguins. and do lots of tourist-ish stuff i didn't get to do during my time here. absolute excited-ness.=)
vinu asked me to go to a strip club with her tonight. yes. A STRIP CLUB. well obviously i declined or i won't be sitting here typing out a really really odd blog entry.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i'm back in melbourne! too soon. sobs. wellwell. life has to go on. haha some stupid part of me actually wanted to stay in singapore & quit trinity. irrational thinking. i would have done it if there weren't dire consequences.
anywayanyway. NIGHTMARE. results! results! results! are slowing killing me. i'm super duper afraid for my maths. i hope i get at least 80. or i'll jump into the yarra river=(. got back psychology marks today. pretty happy with it. 95/100 which means percentage-wise it's 33.25/35. i'm relieved. because i felt psyc was really unpredictable. i'm TERRIFIED for HOI.
OH. today's moving day! linette moved from arrow to college square so we helped out. wah moving is a tough task. but we handled it well. right, girls? heh heh. we should like set up a company or something. called The Clawrahnette Movers. ah you figure that out yourself. it was fun lah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG SHENG. thank you for making laugh all these years. and never failing to help finish up the food at the parties. and for being a fantabulous amaths tuition buddy.
anywayanyway. NIGHTMARE. results! results! results! are slowing killing me. i'm super duper afraid for my maths. i hope i get at least 80. or i'll jump into the yarra river=(. got back psychology marks today. pretty happy with it. 95/100 which means percentage-wise it's 33.25/35. i'm relieved. because i felt psyc was really unpredictable. i'm TERRIFIED for HOI.
OH. today's moving day! linette moved from arrow to college square so we helped out. wah moving is a tough task. but we handled it well. right, girls? heh heh. we should like set up a company or something. called The Clawrahnette Movers. ah you figure that out yourself. it was fun lah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG SHENG. thank you for making laugh all these years. and never failing to help finish up the food at the parties. and for being a fantabulous amaths tuition buddy.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
my day of departure is drawing near. linette and claire's already halfway there.
uhhh. anyway it was pretty interesting today. met up with june. she was earlier than me, YOU KNOW. heh no offence girl love ya. but yeah. no mood to shop. so we pigged out @ mcdonald's. chiou huey came along. she had to buy boxe(r)s. then i met up with mr wang for this concert @ the esplanade. pretty talented young performers. and then we left during the interval.
IT'S POPIAH DAY TOMORROW.
uhhh. anyway it was pretty interesting today. met up with june. she was earlier than me, YOU KNOW. heh no offence girl love ya. but yeah. no mood to shop. so we pigged out @ mcdonald's. chiou huey came along. she had to buy boxe(r)s. then i met up with mr wang for this concert @ the esplanade. pretty talented young performers. and then we left during the interval.
IT'S POPIAH DAY TOMORROW.
Friday, July 07, 2006
met up with the trinity peeps at bugis village today. okay. frankly speaking it was my first time there. HAHA. so loser right. but yeah. so it was quite an eye opener. eeyer. the green tea ice cream we bought at parco (i forgot the name of the shop, it's the one near the entrance to parco from the mrt. the one near takopachi? yar. that one that one) was HORREEBLE. why was it salty? and it was like loaded with colouring man. our first bite into it sent us into eternal embaressment.
anywayyy. then i headed down to my aunt's place for FONDUE. i didn't really like the cheese one. but i loved the choc one to bits!
meeting june tomorrow for probably our last outing before i leave. and then going to some concert @ the esplanade with mr wang. i forgot the name of the event! i hope it's good anyways. yawn. eyebags.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
fruitful day. because i ate so much! YUM. and CHEESE FONDUE @ AUNT'S TOMORROW. i'm spoilt. uhhh yes. spoilt! costumes for our flare production piece! inspirations please *bangs head on table*. i'm sad. leaving in 4 days. =(
and the most stupid thing about my sunday night flight is... that i'll miss the finals. ENTIRELY. by the time i land, i MIGHT catch a glimpse of the celebration. boo.
ooo food makes me happy.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
went out with claire+linette+dinah today. hahah it felt like we were back in melbourne. we went to far east to hunt for cheapies. far east isn't THAT cheap eh. and then i had a very very weird experience with the shop vendors of erm. what's it called. the shihlin taiwan snack thing. haha but it was fun overall. sorry claire! for leaving early. don't worry la. we have about 6 more months together okay. cheerios! ohyes. and this pair of shoes. caused so much pekcekness in me. i hate buying heels. because i don't like wearing heels. for that reason i wish i was shorter. ohwell. BOUGHT IT IN THE END. because like seriously, dinah would immediately get employed by marc jacobs or stuart weizman for her excellent persuasion skills to make people buy shoes. hahhaa "Do you like it?"... erm yar. "Good! Then get it." i love it. she throws practicality (whether i'll use it often, depletion of funds?, etc) out of the window. and for once, i actually buy something because i LIKE it. but i really loved that pair. and i'm glad i got it. i'm so happy! i'm OBSESSED!
okay. it's some cheapo shoe from this shop called mondo. and it costs $29.90. so what? i love it to bits man.
okay. had 4i bbq last night. not a lot of people turned up. but it was okay. i enjoyed myself anyways. =) okay. my favourite photo of the night has gotta be...
simply because there's so much emotion inside. JUNE please don't kill me for publishing this. but seriously! look at it. well basically, we're supposed to be in midair. but kelvin snaps it while we're all looking dumb after landing from our 104th attempt to get a nice shot. june looks SOO happy. and adriel looks vampiric. it's a priceless moment!
okay. it's some cheapo shoe from this shop called mondo. and it costs $29.90. so what? i love it to bits man.
okay. had 4i bbq last night. not a lot of people turned up. but it was okay. i enjoyed myself anyways. =) okay. my favourite photo of the night has gotta be...
simply because there's so much emotion inside. JUNE please don't kill me for publishing this. but seriously! look at it. well basically, we're supposed to be in midair. but kelvin snaps it while we're all looking dumb after landing from our 104th attempt to get a nice shot. june looks SOO happy. and adriel looks vampiric. it's a priceless moment!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
i've been home for about a week now. and i'm getting used to it all. and that sucks. because it's going to be so hard to leave once again. ohwell. it frightens me even more to know that this whole routine of flying back and forth would carry on for years to come. what if i get tired of it all one day? and decide to stay in melb. simply because it's physically&mentally&financially draining. i hope that day never comes. because i don't want to give up my life here. friends, family, ziggy&goldie, etc.... sometimes i wonder how life would be like if i really stayed in TJ. mugging away just like all the others. i honestly don't mind. because that's 'normal' right? that was the path i was supposed to take anyway. it seems to me like a natural process- primary school, to secondary, to JC and eventually to NUS. but trinity totally threw me off-track. i won't say i regret giving up on JC, because i really don't. trinity has so much to offer. i love it there, i really do. i never expected myself to. perhaps it's because of the people, who have totally enriched my life away from home. wait. what will happen when we part? there's such a small possibility that we'd end up in the same courses in uni next year. and tada. we might very well grow apart. and then i'd hope that i'll meet equally amazing people in my course. ahh the whole process repeats itself. BUT I DON'T WANT TO PART WITH THEM. OR WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS IN S'PORE. it's pretty reassuring to know that there's this one person who'll stand by you no matter what. and is patient enough to keep a relationship going although you're miles apart. thank you mr wang yikai=). you're this strong link between me and home.
okay. sorry for that absurdly long paragraph.
yay. four-i gathering on monday. i simply can't wait. though i won't expect many to be there because they just had a gathering like less than a month ago? haha well i still look forward to it. i want to go shopping la. can someone sponsor me? heh.
i think i'll grow fat because i'm addicted to cheese fries.
i know, what a STUPID thing to be addicted to.
why can't i be addicted to caviar, abalone or anything else that's "glam". hahah
there is no such thing as "glam" and "unglam" food lah. food is food. i love them all.
okay. sorry for that absurdly long paragraph.
yay. four-i gathering on monday. i simply can't wait. though i won't expect many to be there because they just had a gathering like less than a month ago? haha well i still look forward to it. i want to go shopping la. can someone sponsor me? heh.
i think i'll grow fat because i'm addicted to cheese fries.
i know, what a STUPID thing to be addicted to.
why can't i be addicted to caviar, abalone or anything else that's "glam". hahah
there is no such thing as "glam" and "unglam" food lah. food is food. i love them all.